Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Embracing Failure As Narrative Identity


I have been thinking a great deal laterly about the long trail of failures, large and small, throughout Christian history, even up to present. Having just read "Christi-Anarchy" (see the review in three parts- 1, 2 & 3) and exploring the blogosphere buzz around "Pagan Christianity?", it is clear that the Church is under scrutiny from the inside at a significant level. It is an exciting and daunting shift, but also necessary.

Without question the Church (and I am speaking to myself as much as anyone) has much to answer for. Far too often we have strayed from Christ's intentions, both in ruthless atrocities and in subtle compromises. We must heed the prophetic call to repentance and restoration, willing to accept the cost our failings have and will exact from a wounded world to whom we had been sent to serve.

Seeking to follow this path back to God's purposes for us as His people, it is important that we not move on from our failures too quickly. Of course, we must abandon our sin without hesitation, but we cannot simply wipe the slate clean and start over. The scars are there to stay, both in the world at our hands and upon all of us who follow Christ. Those we have hurt will not forget, nor should we. So what then are we to do?

As we recognize the narrative nature of our faith, it is critical to recognize that our failures are part of own story, shaping us. With redemption, we do not forget our sins, but seem them transformed to God glory. As the Church, our mistakes become an integral part of our narrative identity. Our ecclesiology must not be formed only around ideals and theology, no matter how right they may be, but must also reflect the reality of where we have come.

"Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe on him and receive eternal life." 1 Timothy 1:15-16 (NIV)

As we seek to be missional Christians, authentic communities of faith, we must be intentional to acknowledge our failings, including them in the narrative message we live and proclaim. Through this, Christ's mercy and redemption can find genuine expression and offer real hope to a watching world.

In what ways can we embrace our failings as part of our story? What does this mean for us today?

Posted by Jamie Arpin-Ricci at 23:02:58 | Permanent Link | Comments (8) |
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1 - very important post buddy...I was thinking about this the other day...I am soooo weak...instead of leading into relationship from strength and perceived success, how do we do life in humility? I'm going to cut/paste your post and share it with our community!

thanks - Robin (Comment this)

Written by: robin at 2008/01/23 - 21:05:54
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2 - Thank Robin. Let me know what the response is like.

Peace,
Jamie (Comment this)

Written by: Jamie Arpin-Ricci at 2008/01/23 - 21:13:39
3 - I don't think we can embrace our failings until we have realized the extent of God's grace in our lives. As Paul says, he was the "worst of sinners." He does not try to hide that fact but rather recognizes his dependence on God's forgiveness and grace. So, his failings are a part of his story but the purpose of this part of his story is not to draw attention to himself, but to bring glory to God. I think that we need more people like Paul - not afraid of who they are, admitting their sin but also embracing the forgiveness Christ bought and living out that grace in their lives.

That means that I must live a transparent life that through me others would see Christ and would be attracted to what he offers them as well.

Linea (Comment this)

Written by: Anonymous at 2008/01/23 - 22:35:40
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4 - Linea,

That is very true. It does mean, however, that some of us will have to risk leading the way by example. It is easier when it is a community practice, but for those who initially model it... God's grace indeed! Thanks!

Peace,
Jamie (Comment this)

Written by: Jamie Arpin-Ricci at 2008/01/23 - 22:53:05
5 - I guess all community things start small - a few individuals who dare to be honest together. And then it has a chance to spread. And if there is healing in the honesty then that kind of openness will be attractive. We point to the God who embraces us in our brokenness and encourage others to trust him to do the same.

In all honesty, this works, even if on a small scale. But then we are not necessarily called to start a big movement, just to live in honesty with each other and with God.

At least that is how I see it and how I am trying to live it.

Linea (Comment this)

Written by: Anonymous at 2008/01/24 - 21:23:01
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6 - Linea,

Beautifully said. I think you are spot on. The book I just reviewed, "Christi-Anarchy" has a wonderful section about avoiding the temptation to start big movements. I think you nailed it. Thanks.

Peace,
Jamie (Comment this)

Written by: Jamie Arpin-Ricci at 2008/01/24 - 21:45:04
7 - I think it reminds us that failure is inherent within the church, we screw things up, we make mistakes, we hurt each other and ourselves - it's a healthy perspective to have. Afterall my lack of perfection and selfishness is one of the main reasons i'm involved in church and following Jesus - he's my source of hope... (Comment this)

Written by: Paul at 2008/01/27 - 10:16:16
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8 - Paul,

Exactly and yet so many of us seem to work towards the exact opposite. Attempting to live the illusion of perfect, which breed dishonesty and arrogance. We must be so intentional about this to make sure it happens. Thanks!

Peace,
Jamie (Comment this)

Written by: Jamie Arpin-Ricci at 2008/01/27 - 11:30:00
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